A pathway to a healthier you

Managers and modelling self-care

A real story shared under a changed name – thankyou to the storyteller. 

Sabra, Nurse Manager 

Like many nurse managers, I fell into the role. I loved being a clinical nurse. Then one day the manager suddenly left, and I was asked to step up. I loved managing my team, until I didn’t. 

Learning on the job

When I first stepped into management, I felt flattered and excited. I loved being a clinical nurse, but I was ready for a new challenge. At first, it felt like having a shiny new toy. Each day was different, challenging, and like solving a puzzle. My manager was supportive in words, but she was so busy that there wasn’t much time for guidance. I had to learn on the job.

Racing to keep up with COVID

Then COVID hit, and everything changed. Nothing could have prepared me for what the pandemic threw at us. I was both afraid and exhilarated. Every day I put on a brave face for my team, but behind that mask I was running on adrenaline. I was fuelled by too much caffeine, not enough sleep, and no attention to my own health. Privately, I was struggling with despair, panic, and poor concentration.

Hitting pause for health

When I eventually caught COVID myself, it forced me to stop. It was like someone pressed the off-button on the treadmill. I felt like I’d hit rock bottom. That break gave me time to reflect, rest, and reset. I realised I hadn’t been looking after myself. I wasn’t being a good role model for my team either.

Identifying a new way of working

When I got back to work I decide to do things differently. I spoke to my manager and negotiated a job-share arrangement, with the option of picking up clinical shifts if I wanted. This made my management role more sustainable, and it gave me balance.

That break lifted a veil for me. I could finally see what I needed to do to be the healthiest version of myself, and in turn, be a better support for my team.

“When we take care of each other, patients are taken care of. We can still be stressed and overworked, but it feels intensely joyful when we know we have each other’s back.”
Simon Sinek, The Optimism Company

When you’re not ok

Seek help. Speak to a nurse or midwife who understands.